Hey guys! Sorry my com is down and I can't create the video I promised. But when I get my com back, I will create more!
Braden's Lesson 3:
This story is about a troubled man seeking help from a monk.
Troubled man says, "there're somethings, some people, some memories in life that I can't seem to let go"
Monk says, "there's nothing in life that you can't let go of."
Troubled man says, "sigh...some memories are so memorable that u can't let go. Some people, some things u love so much that u can't let go."
Monk says, " alright, let's sit down, enjoy our tea and have a little chat."
The monk handled over a teacup to the troubled man and started pouring hot water into the teacup. The monk kept pouring till the hot water eventually over flowed.
The troubled man, sensing the pain from the scalding hot water, immediately let go of the teacup and the teacup dropped onto the floor.
The monk said, "In this world there's nothing u can't let go of. When you can't bear the pain anymore, you'll let go."
Somethings, it's urs means it's urs. Things that are not urs, there's no use forcing.
Things happen for a reason. It's for you to learn and not repeat the mistakes again and get troubled in it.
有一个故事，讲的是一个苦者找到一个和尚倾诉他的心事。
他说：“我放不下一些事，放不下一些人。
"和尚说：“没有什么东西是放不下的。
"他说：“这些事和人我就偏偏放不下。
"和尚说：＂什么事和人你放不下呢？来，我们喝杯茶慢慢说。
"和尚让他拿着一个茶杯，然后就往里面倒热水，一直倒到水溢出来。
苦者被烫到马上松开了手。
和尚说：“这个世界上没有什么事是放不下的，痛了，你自然就会放下。
"是呀，没有放不下的。是你的就是你的，不是你的强求也不是你的。经历是让我们成熟的，而不是让我们沉沦的。
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
Day 8 - OCBC orientation
Day 8 at obcb bank was quite a nice day! Got to meet lots of new friends, and we all went drinking after training. But I only had a glass of pepsi. 4 bucks pepsi. :D we had fun. Lots of jokes and laughters and I really do treasure these times together.
However after all the fun we had I had to rush to teach tuition. Was so so so tempted to call and cancel my tuition but haizzz for the student's benefits, I have to go. So right now reached hm at 10.30pm, gonna shower and do a bit of my market survey. Tml still have to go for model shoot. Wah!!! Tiring!!!!
Oh ya, I've just learn something and I'm gonna make a video again! It will be my third video. :D
As I'm typing my doggie pudding jumps onto me asking me for hugs. :D
She's shy!!! She don't want to look at the camera!
However after all the fun we had I had to rush to teach tuition. Was so so so tempted to call and cancel my tuition but haizzz for the student's benefits, I have to go. So right now reached hm at 10.30pm, gonna shower and do a bit of my market survey. Tml still have to go for model shoot. Wah!!! Tiring!!!!
Oh ya, I've just learn something and I'm gonna make a video again! It will be my third video. :D
As I'm typing my doggie pudding jumps onto me asking me for hugs. :D
She's shy!!! She don't want to look at the camera!
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Day 3 training at ocbc
Attachment today was fine at hdb loan centre EXCEPT, I was almost late! It was because I had to travel from boon lay all the way to toa payoh. The trip took me almost 1.5hrs. X_x
There's this colleague friend of mine whom I feel she is so dumb. Dumb as in the things she did. Not mentally dumb... Or should I say she's TOO considerate. she probably wun read just see pic so...:D
She can sit beside the air-con for the whole day till her nose is blocked and still keep quiet.
She could be so dumb to use her handphone when the ocbc department head is in front of her.
She could be so dumb that everyone thinks her bf mistreats her and she thinks it's alright.
She's so dumb that WE PPL think that her bf dun love her at all and one day she'll suffer but she thinks otherwise.
I really don't know what else to say. But on the way back home on the mrt, Guilt struck me. I think I don't have the right to scold her. Because I am too, just another dumb idiot.
I would give people my money just because they seem poor sitting on the streets although I have not much money with me.
I forgive my ex any amount of times for zZzing with another guy.
I got into traffic accident just because I sped to meet my ex.
I befriend the guy that took my ex from me and was even quite close friends.
I would get cheated and hurt but still think it's alright.
如果她回来，我怕我会再次爱上她。已经快一年了，想起我们快乐的时光时我还会落泪。我是一个爱情失败者。根本没资格吗别人。跟没资格去说爱。自从和她分开后，我没一天开心过。很多人可能觉的分开是痛得，可是我觉的痛，是因为我不能再给她幸福了。
不知为何，我觉得这个笨冬瓜朋友很象我。也很可爱。我永远只为别人不为己，她也如此。
不知何时才能拥有属于我的幸福呢？可能我根本就不配拥有。真希望有人能从我心中把悲伤带走，给我幸福。我不敢去爱，也觉得我不能给一个人幸福。所以还是不要爱上任何人好。爱我的狗狗就好。
Tired. 7pm ended work, 8pm start giving tuition 10+ end. 11pm then reach home. Hope my tutee improves. Hope that dumb dumb dun drink so much. Hope tml is a better day!!! :D
There's this colleague friend of mine whom I feel she is so dumb. Dumb as in the things she did. Not mentally dumb... Or should I say she's TOO considerate. she probably wun read just see pic so...:D
She can sit beside the air-con for the whole day till her nose is blocked and still keep quiet.
She could be so dumb to use her handphone when the ocbc department head is in front of her.
She could be so dumb that everyone thinks her bf mistreats her and she thinks it's alright.
She's so dumb that WE PPL think that her bf dun love her at all and one day she'll suffer but she thinks otherwise.
I really don't know what else to say. But on the way back home on the mrt, Guilt struck me. I think I don't have the right to scold her. Because I am too, just another dumb idiot.
I would give people my money just because they seem poor sitting on the streets although I have not much money with me.
I forgive my ex any amount of times for zZzing with another guy.
I got into traffic accident just because I sped to meet my ex.
I befriend the guy that took my ex from me and was even quite close friends.
I would get cheated and hurt but still think it's alright.
如果她回来，我怕我会再次爱上她。已经快一年了，想起我们快乐的时光时我还会落泪。我是一个爱情失败者。根本没资格吗别人。跟没资格去说爱。自从和她分开后，我没一天开心过。很多人可能觉的分开是痛得，可是我觉的痛，是因为我不能再给她幸福了。
不知为何，我觉得这个笨冬瓜朋友很象我。也很可爱。我永远只为别人不为己，她也如此。
不知何时才能拥有属于我的幸福呢？可能我根本就不配拥有。真希望有人能从我心中把悲伤带走，给我幸福。我不敢去爱，也觉得我不能给一个人幸福。所以还是不要爱上任何人好。爱我的狗狗就好。
Tired. 7pm ended work, 8pm start giving tuition 10+ end. 11pm then reach home. Hope my tutee improves. Hope that dumb dumb dun drink so much. Hope tml is a better day!!! :D
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
1st perm job
As u all know, I've quit studying in NTU due to several reasons on the previous few posts. Well, life goes on, my group of friends changed and those friends in NTU didn't really chat with me anymore.
Now my new friends are all ocbc colleagues. They are nice people :) I can tell u, working in a bank is definitely not easy. I haven't even start work officially and the trainings and tests are killing.
We are supposed to learn the financial law, most of the products of ocbc, how it functions, dress code, code of conduct, Internet banking, interest rates, the stupid financial act and many more!!! It's like woah....AND, most of the tests you will need 80% to pass! PLUS, the questions are NOT easy!!! PLUS, no retests if you fail! You will have to go through the whole course again! And if fail too many or the important tests, bye bye, you can leave the bank. Late more than 2 times also bye~!
It's tough, but it's good that the bank sets such high standards. So that we will be well trained and will deliver the best to our customers. :D
I hope I can quickly learn the required skills and earn lots of money. I have to work very hard and earn lots of money. I want to buy lots of nice food, water, and basic supplies to send to Africa. I want to go there for a holiday and teach the kids there to cook, to read, to play, to give them happiness. All they need is a little care and love from us. So I promise I will work hard! :) you guys wait for me. I promise.
Now my new friends are all ocbc colleagues. They are nice people :) I can tell u, working in a bank is definitely not easy. I haven't even start work officially and the trainings and tests are killing.
We are supposed to learn the financial law, most of the products of ocbc, how it functions, dress code, code of conduct, Internet banking, interest rates, the stupid financial act and many more!!! It's like woah....AND, most of the tests you will need 80% to pass! PLUS, the questions are NOT easy!!! PLUS, no retests if you fail! You will have to go through the whole course again! And if fail too many or the important tests, bye bye, you can leave the bank. Late more than 2 times also bye~!
It's tough, but it's good that the bank sets such high standards. So that we will be well trained and will deliver the best to our customers. :D
I hope I can quickly learn the required skills and earn lots of money. I have to work very hard and earn lots of money. I want to buy lots of nice food, water, and basic supplies to send to Africa. I want to go there for a holiday and teach the kids there to cook, to read, to play, to give them happiness. All they need is a little care and love from us. So I promise I will work hard! :) you guys wait for me. I promise.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Busy but happy
Recently has been busy for me but i'm happy!
Sick for the past few days but didn't see a doctor. Merely took home left over med.
i'm been busy with creating my own website, creating my own fashion tag, creating my own name card, creating my very own brand name. =D
Very soon once its ready i'll be posting the link here. =)
everything done but still lacking models for the dresses...
Later gotta go take my class 3 basic theory test. Wish me luck!
Sick for the past few days but didn't see a doctor. Merely took home left over med.
i'm been busy with creating my own website, creating my own fashion tag, creating my own name card, creating my very own brand name. =D
Very soon once its ready i'll be posting the link here. =)
everything done but still lacking models for the dresses...
Later gotta go take my class 3 basic theory test. Wish me luck!
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