Promises

What are promises to you?

To me, promises are agreements made by people and never to be broken. That's what a promise means to me.

I remember seeing a love story where a girl and a guy promises to meet one another at a lake. The guy had planned to propose to the girl. But the girl did not show up... The guy waits there till night fall. Waits till it's raining. On the second day, heartbroken, he threw the ring into the lake. And decides to look for her at her house. When he reaches her house, her mum said she has gone overseas. Sad, he left. And he saw the things he gave to her all in the garbage dumb of her house. He ran away, heartbroken.

In his heart, he thinks that promises are meant to be broken and he never trust again. Little did he know that the girl did not break the promise. she met with an accident when she was on the way to meet him. She was hospitalized and couldn't get out of bed. thou several times she tries to crawl out of bed despite the injuries.

This is what my promises are. When I promised something, I'll fulfill it no matter what it takes and no matter what is hindering me. I will not break my promise unless I'm dead. Even if I'm hospitalized, I will get out.

This happened to me while i was on the way to meet my ex last year. Eager to meet her and i was late, I sped. Met with a bike accident and badly injured bleeding all over. But I got up on my feet, called her and went shopping mall to get new clothes and went over to her chalet.

The following pictures might disgust you:

Getting hurt all over is not the toughest part. The toughest part is that i'm hurt all over except my head and I still have to pretend nothing happened during the chalet. It was because her parents are there and I cannot let them know i'm injured in a bike accident. The pain was so unbearable I can't sleep at all but she slept like a log. My heart hurts the most.

I'll have to walk properly as if nothing happened, I'll have to secretly change padding with her help cause the blood is like overflowing. I'll have to stay there for 2 days 1 night and i'm bleeding like tap water. Still I hanged on. BBQ was hell for me. the heat just makes things worst. My neck, elbows, back, both palms, left knee, both foot were injured and I still have to walk to the supermarket to get red wine for her mum.

I'm like super hurting. But I acted as if nothing happened. everyone was deceived. A true lover see the hurt in your heart while others are deceived by ur smiles.

When I promised something, I'll do it. Nothing can stop me. I've promised to go for the chalet. I cannot disappoint her. =) too bad she didn't treasured.