My dad will be going to the hospital tomorrow. I will carry him. He is my only father. I hope he will never leave us. It will never be the same again. Please shorten my life in exchange for him and let me be filial for a few more years.
Riding my bike with music blasting in my ear, tears blurred my view and i needed to breathe. The battle has not started and i've lost. The apple was never mine to keep. Thou I'm already here at amk-bishan park, alone, I needed someone. I need to cry. I know it's stupid, but you'll never feel how I feel given my situation.
Being a man is tough. I shed blood in accidents but never will I tear easily. When i finally decide to keep the apple forever, I realise the apple was not mine. Never. What am I doing? I knew it's poisonous but still I fell. Now I'll have to get up and disappear because I'm afraid I'll bite on the apple again. Why can't the apple be mine?
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