Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Someone asked me

Someone asked me, why do u blog? Are u a guy? Guys don't blog.

Someone asked me, why did u quit NTU? U're already in yr 3! Dun waste!

Someone asked me, if it's the last minute of ur life, what would you do?

Someone asked me, what kind of person are u? What do u hate most?

Someone asked me, it's been so long. Why didn't you look for a new girlfriend?

Someone asked me, how could u be close friends with the guy that took ur girlfriend from u? Don't u hate him?


I answered nothing. Smiling, I think she's too immature to understand.

I answered. It's only a waste if you think it is.

I answered. I would look up upon the sky, then close my eyes, listen to the melody of the earth, feel the smoothing breeze, and smile for the last time.

I answered. I don't know what kind of person I am. What kind of person i am depends on how well you understand me. None understand me fully. I am a very complicated yet simple person. I hate people lying. if you dun feel like saying, say so. Dun lie.

I didn't know what to say. This question made me think of a lot. In my heart, I want someone who understands me. Who can be with me for life. Who won't lie to me and hurt me. I don't need a girlfriend. I need a life long partner. I need someone who loves me. I totally understand the feeling of being cheated so I won't cheat on my beloved.

I've always like watching 倩女幽魂. The love story is so touching. I hope I was the guy in the show. As long as you love me and I love you, that's enough. But fate hasn't bring me one yet.

I answered. He didn't took my girlfriend from me. She choose to break up and be with another. I don't hate him. I thank him for letting me know what kind of girlfriend she is. Lastly anyone can be my friend. I don't loathe anyone because they did something bad to me. No matter what you did, how many times you did it, you're still my friend. Close friends are chosen based on character.

6 comments:

  1. heh I am totally inspired and intrigued by your posts.haha u mention that you will write a post on the meaning of happiness/life but u didn't write on that !really look forward to ur next post on this issue!thanks:)

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  2. Hi cooler404, thank you for your wonderful support by reading and commenting on my blog =) can I know who you are? If you do not wish others to know, u can drop me a fb msg. =) Even if I do not know you, I wish to make friends all over the world. =) so dun mind do drop me a msg.
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  3. Hey Braden,
    What happened? Let me be the next someone to ask you why you quit uni. I thought last time you wanted to study in NTU quite badly? I still remember the thick files of papers that you photocopied from PTI office.

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  4. hi Yong fa!

    How's ur studies? hope u are doing well! I have my reasons to quit school.
    dad is sick
    dad lost his job
    he's 54
    mum's not working
    dad's got a family of 6 to feed
    my gpa sucks
    electrical and electronics engineering sucks to the core.
    hope that's enough reasons to quit

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  5. Hi Braden,

    I guess i can partially understand how you feel.
    But you are not alone ya?
    Actually what you might not know is that i too have left NTU, haha.
    I have my reasons like you too.
    I'm glad you are optimistic about this.
    It's not like it's the end of the world ya?
    So how's your job hunting been going?
    Maybe we can meet up with LJ and friends to chit chat?

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  6. Job hunting? =D tough. I've been practicing guitar all the while. =D maybe next time we could go SIM tgt. =D U can sms me ar. =D

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